three.

i didnt ask your opinion. i didnt ask yours either. or yours for that matter.
i didnt want it. you dont even directly give it to me. just hint at how much you disapprove of everything as if its really going to change. i wish you guys would just give it up. im well aware of your views and what you think. that doesnt mean i have to change mine. and it doesnt mean you have to get all bent out of shape when i dont PRETEND to agree. what would be the point in that honestly?

pretending to agree with you? it wouldnt accomplish anything. it would only piss you off more in the long run. so stop. im sick of it. all i've done, is tell you how it is. without sugar coating. i havent made you any promises cuz i can't guarentee i'd be able to keep them. i haven't prolonged just telling you how it is because then you'd be mad i decieved you. i realize theres not really ever a way for you to approve of me or agree with anything i stand for, so why can't you? just accept it, move on. i promise you'll be happier, or at least dissappointed in me less often, if you stop trying to change everything.

for once, i've actually been fairly happy this year. just let it be.