dreaming.

am i fucking dreaming?
really.
wow.
guess i'll know when i wake up and see if this is really here...this blog.
is it real?
is it in my head?
am i really sleeping safely in my bed, or is this happening?
fuck.
i'm speechless.
i'm breathless.
how is this happening.?
i've got to be dreaming.
but why would i dream this?
its so everyday,
so ordinary.
so whys it seem so huge?
it has to be a dream.
i hope i wake up, and this blog, isn't really here.
but i don't think it is.
but if i'm dreaming, would i know i was dreaming?
its like a catch 22 almost.
but not.
maybe?