random

the walls are built around me
and heaven's gates are closed
a light, a window, through the darkness,
a feeling quite exposed.
a hell-bound fire, burning passion,
as life goes rolling on,
a life so plain and empty,
was once not quite so gone.
but off in loves hazed distance,
lies a smoky burning hand,
with scorching hearts, and painted smiles,
my soul's a little bland.
for love to play with fire,
in my eye's obstructed view,
dancing shadows on my wall...
and its all to do with you.
here, you're gone, you're not the same.
i look around,
for who to blame?
a mirror looks me in the eye
and i'm so sad to say,
i watch the dawn its slowly breaking,
but i fear another day.

so...idk what happened...i don't write poetry very much..but i just did. just kinda happened. i wasnt thinking or trying. just thoughts poured out... i'm not really sure what it means....but its gotta mean something.